everything you said is the truth. you mentioned feeling guilty alot. you shouldn't. life is life. i'm trying to learn to live in the present. i'm still inexperienced in life, but i think living in the present might be the most fulfilling ways to go about things.
THANK YOU for your honesty. i've always seen that as a strength in people. and BTW, i'm lucid enough to know i'm not going anywhere...no other careers lined up for me in the near future. i think superman might actually be the one fighting more to get in MY job then i am to get out. ha! he's dreamin'! he wouldn't survive long though i'm willin' to give him the benifit of the doubt. luv you superman.
one thing my mission taught me was that when you make a committment you stick to it, do it to the end, do the best you can while learning to do it better, improving all the time (even just by teeny bits) , through all the discomfort and pain that accompany it at times.
it requires compromise, adaptability, and a sense of adventure with some willingness toward spontanaity. and a buttload of patience, please excuse my cough.
i think its a wonderful thing to know people come from all different walks of life and circumstances yet we basically feel and experience the same stuff. from the mouth of a hick implant, "its real comfortin'".
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